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Poetry and reflections—written honestly, without hurry.
This is not explanation.
This is what I carry.

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  • When Strength Feels Thin
    When pressure stacks without release, meltdown isn’t weakness, it’s overload. Even strong people have limits. I did not quit —I simply grew tiredof holding the sky upwith trembling hands. The days were loud with need,small voices, heavy hearts,questions without answers,and love that costs everything. I kept showing up —not shining, not soaring,just breathing, praying,standing… again.Continue reading “When Strength Feels Thin”
  • Steady Hands
    Steady Hands She does not stand on stages,no applause follows her name. Her world is smaller —a chair, a bed, a table, a lesson, a list —yet heavier than most can see. Morning begins before strength arrives.Coffee grows cold while needs grow loud.Pills counted, pages turned,questions answered, tears swallowed,time stitched together with quiet endurance. OneContinue reading “Steady Hands”
  • Hebrews 10: 24 – 25
    Hebrews 10:24–25 speaks directly to  believers who are weary, faithful, and quietly carrying more than most people see. This passage is not aimed at the carefree or the casually social. It is written to those under pressure, tempted to withdraw, not because they stopped believing, but because they are tired, hurt, misunderstood, or overloaded. AContinue reading “Hebrews 10: 24 – 25”
  • Can We Trust the Bible? God’s Sovereignty and the Preservation of His Word
    In recent conversations—both in my home and in the wider Christian world—I’ve noticed a growing claim: “The Bible has been changed and therefore can’t be trusted.” It’s often said casually, sometimes confidently, and usually without careful thought about what that claim actually implies. I want to respond—not defensively, not emotionally—but biblically. What God Actually PromisedContinue reading “Can We Trust the Bible? God’s Sovereignty and the Preservation of His Word”
  • An Open Letter to Society
    This letter is written from a pastoral place, reflecting the experiences of many adults and children living in survival mode. It is not a critique of individuals, but a call for discernment and compassion. Dear friends, Some of us are weary in ways that are not immediately visible. We carry on with our responsibilities, raiseContinue reading “An Open Letter to Society”
  • Recognition without Rescue
    I thought naming it would loosen its grip. That once I saw the shape of my erasure, it would release me. But it didn’t. Knowing didn’t unburden. It only sharpened the weight. I see now how early I learned to be the steady one,how love became a posture of readiness,how my needs learned to whisperContinue reading “Recognition without Rescue”
  • Unwitnessed
    Some days are harder not because of what happens, but because of how alone we are in it. There is a loneliness that comes not from being alone,but from being surrounded by people who benefit from your strength and never ask what it costs you. It is the loneliness of carrying a body, a routine,Continue reading “Unwitnessed”
  • REDESIGNING HOMESCHOOL FOR A CAREGIVER-FIRST LIFE
    This is not a downgrade.This is a biblical, humane model for the reality some of us are currently living in. FIRST: redefine what homeschool is Homeschool is discipleship + formation, not a timetable. Deuteronomy 6 does not describe desks and worksheets.It describes learning woven into life. Right now, life is caregiving. So homeschool must attachContinue reading “REDESIGNING HOMESCHOOL FOR A CAREGIVER-FIRST LIFE”
  • Authority Without Force
    Something struck me today—quietly, but deeply. I was thinking about Jesus. About authority. And suddenly I realised something that feels obvious now, yet I had missed it for years: Jesus never forced. He carried authority simply by being present. The Gospels tell us that people were astonished at how He taught—not like the scribes, butContinue reading “Authority Without Force”
  • Rhythm = Order. Screw pressure.
    Homeschooling should be rhythmic, not pressured. Here’s an example of what I am talking about: 1. Use Blocks, not Timetables Especially important for children who hate doing academics. Instead of: Use: This gives you authority without rigidity. 2. Anchor the day in Presence Yeshua (Jesus) did not shout to command authority.He entered the space andContinue reading “Rhythm = Order. Screw pressure.”